for every rainbow i have chased i lost my place in this maze of time and jaded isn't safe to say safe to be , quick to me. for every heart i ate like dessert i filled my head but not my soul and bare isn't truely sim…

for the first time in my life. i dont hate myself. for the first time in my life. im kicking rage out the door. and being comfortable .

searching the plain white walls of my cell for patterns. time is my only enemy, alcohol was my best friend though. the constant state of being fucked up, seemed pointless. yet the desire and need for it burn my brain…

creative projects are frantic in my mind. inpirational times are ahead. this journey wherever it may lead is a bright one, at least for now. i can see direction. motivation is brought by drugs, loud music, passonat…